Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; yea, wait for the Lord.
Thought for the Day: God has a plan, we just have to wait.
One week, one wonderful week with twenty-two second graders walking into my room. One week of being back in the classroom after two years of being in transition from the school where I taught second grade for seven years, to kindergarten, to substituting, to Early Intervention/second grade long term substitute, to full time EIP, and then back to second grade. Over the past two years I have seen a few doors opened that allowed for me to work with children in the classroom. It has been wonderful and I have loved those opportunities but they were not permanent positions. I have had so many interviews attempting to find positions that were just right for me, and those doors were closed. I drove long distances to those interviews, as far as over an hour, but those doors were closed. I drove shorter distances to those interviews, as few as ten minutes, but those doors were closed as well. Along the way, I met some awesome school administrators and had wonderful talks with them. Some were looking for part-time teachers, para-professionals, long-term substitutes, upper grades, etc. Although I knew the positions were not what I was looking for, I gave my all in the interviews but still didn’t get the positions. I began questioning what I was doing and if it was worth it. I began questioning God and asking, actually begging, for Him to lead me to where I was to go.
One wonderful evening, that call came and the voice on the other end was a fabulous administrator asking me to join the staff of her school, my son Jonathan’s school. In an instant, in a very tiny instant, I knew why God has closed all those doors. He had something in mind for me and had to keep it hidden until the small parts of that plan could fall into place. When I reflect back over the two years of uncertainty, I picture a huge jigsaw puzzle…I had already put together the border as I moved to a new place and our family began our precious relationship in our new church. Many pieces began being placed on the puzzle as we found our children enjoying school and finding new interests. More pieces began being placed as I began leading a children’s choir. More pieces were put into place as I continued my writing. But scattered through the puzzle were many missing pieces…and one big one…the one piece missing was a full time position for me. But that call came and then later a visit to the administrator’s office asking me to join the second grade teaching team. That puzzle piece was found (maybe under the sofa)….that God kept hidden until He was ready for me to find it. Now, is life perfect? “No”, we will continue working through some of the rest of the puzzle. But has God placed a huge piece of the puzzle in front of us? “Definitely Yes!”
One week, one wonderful week with twenty-two second graders learning together in my classroom. The piece of the plan has fallen into place.
Prayer: Precious God, all praise to you this day! Thank you so much, God, for your plan. Sometimes we do not understand where you are leading us but we know you have the perfect plan for us. Help us wait for you and help us refrain from getting ahead of you.
Prayer Focus: Waiting for God’s plan